Before the marvel of this night, adoring fold your wings and bow,then tear the sky apart with light and with your news the world endow.
Proclaim the birth of Christ and peace, that fear and death and sorrow cease. Sing peace, sing peace, sing gift of peace, sing peace, sing gift of peace.
Awake the sleeping world with song, this is the day the Lord has made, assemble here, celestial throng, in royal splendor come arrayed.
Give earth a glimpse of heavenly bliss, a teasing taste of what they miss. Sing bliss, sing bliss, sing endless bliss, sing bliss, sing endless bliss.
The love that we have always known, our constant joy and endless light, now to the love-less world be shown, now break upon its deathly night.
Into one song compress the love that rules our universe above: Sing love, sing love, sing God is love, sing love, sing God is love.
~Before the Marvel of This Night, WOV 636
I am ready for the gift of peace, for endless bliss, and God's love. Bring your love to this love-less world, tear the sky apart with your light, and proclaim the new day of peace where death and sorrow cease. I await your coming with a sense of urgency like no other. Come Lord Jesus.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Advent Prayer
I don't know who Margaret Anne Huffman is, but I love this prayer! Especially after seeing Matthew Robert Eippert yesterday, just hours after he was born!
Into the bleakest winters of our souls, Lord, you are tiptoeing on tiny Infant feet to find us and hold our hands. May we drop whatever it is we are so busy about these days to accept this gesture so small that it may get overlooked in our frantic search for something massive and overwhelming. Remind us that it is not you who demands large, lavish celebrations and enormous strobe-lit displays of faith. Rather, you ask only that we have the faith of a mustard seed and the willingness to let a small hand take ours. We are ready. Amen.
~~Margaret Anne Huffman
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Free Food!
Everyone who thirsts, come to the waters;
and you that have no money,come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good,
and delight yourselves in rich food.
Incline your ear, and come to me;
listen, so that you may live.
Seek the LORD while he may be found, call upon him while he is near;
let the wicked forsake their way,and the unrighteous their thoughts;
let them return to the LORD, that he may have mercy on them,
and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways my ways, says the LORD.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven,
and do not return there until they have watered the earth,
making it bring forth and sprout, giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater,
so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty,
but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and succeed in the thing for which I sent it.
For you shall go out in joy, and be led back in peace;
the mountains and the hills before you shall burst into song,
and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.
Isaiah 55:1-3, 6-12
This passage really touched me today. It is full of the beauty and mystery of God, and full of grace. I really love the part about buying wine and milk without price. Especially when I hear of more people losing their jobs, the stock market being down, and the generally bad economic news that is so common these days.
It is a good reminder that God's love is free.
God's love and God's word are wonderful gifts to us. Gifts that, according to God, won't be wasted. God's word won't return empty, but will accomplish what it is meant to, just as the WORD (Jesus) accomplished what he was meant to do- to bring us to God by becoming human, living, dying, and living again.
If you are thirsty, come to the waters of God's word. Remember the waters of your baptism. If you are bankrupt, financially or spiritually, may these words fill you up with hope, joy and peace. God's thoughts are not our thoughts, and God's ways are not our ways. Thanks be to God for that.
May you see God's riches and blessings in your life today.
and you that have no money,come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good,
and delight yourselves in rich food.
Incline your ear, and come to me;
listen, so that you may live.
Seek the LORD while he may be found, call upon him while he is near;
let the wicked forsake their way,and the unrighteous their thoughts;
let them return to the LORD, that he may have mercy on them,
and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways my ways, says the LORD.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven,
and do not return there until they have watered the earth,
making it bring forth and sprout, giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater,
so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty,
but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and succeed in the thing for which I sent it.
For you shall go out in joy, and be led back in peace;
the mountains and the hills before you shall burst into song,
and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.
Isaiah 55:1-3, 6-12
This passage really touched me today. It is full of the beauty and mystery of God, and full of grace. I really love the part about buying wine and milk without price. Especially when I hear of more people losing their jobs, the stock market being down, and the generally bad economic news that is so common these days.
It is a good reminder that God's love is free.
God's love and God's word are wonderful gifts to us. Gifts that, according to God, won't be wasted. God's word won't return empty, but will accomplish what it is meant to, just as the WORD (Jesus) accomplished what he was meant to do- to bring us to God by becoming human, living, dying, and living again.
If you are thirsty, come to the waters of God's word. Remember the waters of your baptism. If you are bankrupt, financially or spiritually, may these words fill you up with hope, joy and peace. God's thoughts are not our thoughts, and God's ways are not our ways. Thanks be to God for that.
May you see God's riches and blessings in your life today.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Preparing the way
The branches outside my window are bowed down with snow. Beautiful, clean, white snow. I love to see it on the trees. On the road, it's another story!
Slipping and sliding, long commutes, taking careful steps as we walk on the sidewalk. It's that time again. The last couple of mornings I've been woken by the snow plows and snow blowers, clearing the roads and the sidewalks so that I can get out and about.
The snow makes Christmas seem even closer. We've entered the season of Advent and our theme at Grace is "preparing the way." As the snow is cleared off the road and my usual decorations are cleared to make way for my Christmas decorations, I am thinking about how I am going to clear out my heart this year so that Jesus can have the best spot, with the least clutter.
What are the "slippery" spots in my life? What are the things that "jam it up" so that God isn't able to get through? These are things I will be thinking and praying about today. I hope you will join me in preparing the way for Jesus today and in the days to come.
Slipping and sliding, long commutes, taking careful steps as we walk on the sidewalk. It's that time again. The last couple of mornings I've been woken by the snow plows and snow blowers, clearing the roads and the sidewalks so that I can get out and about.
The snow makes Christmas seem even closer. We've entered the season of Advent and our theme at Grace is "preparing the way." As the snow is cleared off the road and my usual decorations are cleared to make way for my Christmas decorations, I am thinking about how I am going to clear out my heart this year so that Jesus can have the best spot, with the least clutter.
What are the "slippery" spots in my life? What are the things that "jam it up" so that God isn't able to get through? These are things I will be thinking and praying about today. I hope you will join me in preparing the way for Jesus today and in the days to come.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
The Alphabet of Grace
"You wake up out of the huge crevasses of the night and your dreaming. You get out of bed, wash and dress, eat breakfast, say goodbye and go away never maybe to return for all you know, to work, talk, lust, pray, dawdle and do, and at the end of the day, if your luck holds, you come home again, home again. Then night again. Bed. The little death of sleep, sleep of death. Morning, afternoon, evening- the hours of the day, of any day, of your day and my day. The alphabet of grace. If there is a God who speaks anywhere, surely he speaks here: through waking up and working, through going away and coming back again, through people you read and books you meet, through falling asleep in the dark."
The Alphabet of Grace, Frederick Buechner.
God is hard to understand. Impossible, actually. God doesn't work the way we want. God doesn't make sense. We wonder what God is up to most of the time. How does God listen to all our prayers? How does God love us so much even when we are terrible? What is God really like?
But the alphabet of grace is simple. The way God comes to us is through ordinary things. Bread. Wine. Water. Words. Flesh.
God uses simple things to communicate with us.
Life can seem boring and repetitive. Where is God in all this? God is there in the simple things. Rest. Quiet. Chance conversations or encounters with friends and strangers. God uses the rythyms of life to bring us Grace. How has God brought your Grace in the ordinary things today?
The Alphabet of Grace, Frederick Buechner.
God is hard to understand. Impossible, actually. God doesn't work the way we want. God doesn't make sense. We wonder what God is up to most of the time. How does God listen to all our prayers? How does God love us so much even when we are terrible? What is God really like?
But the alphabet of grace is simple. The way God comes to us is through ordinary things. Bread. Wine. Water. Words. Flesh.
God uses simple things to communicate with us.
Life can seem boring and repetitive. Where is God in all this? God is there in the simple things. Rest. Quiet. Chance conversations or encounters with friends and strangers. God uses the rythyms of life to bring us Grace. How has God brought your Grace in the ordinary things today?
Monday, November 3, 2008
College Tour
Good Monday Morning to you!
What a beautiful day it is. I can't even say how thankful I am that it is November 3 and the temps will be in the 70s! I am soaking up the warmth, sunshine and colorful leaves, cuz all those things are fading fast.
Last week I, along with a couple of other pastors, took 15 high school students on a tour of ELCA colleges. It was wonderful. The kids were all great as were the schools. It was interesting to see the similarities (good education, caring professors, faith based learning, high value placed on community) and differences of each school. It was also really fun to see the students come alive at various campuses. Each one has a different feel, and it is so important that you can "see" yourself at that school. That is how I felt when I first visited Luther College (www.luther.edu) in Decorah, Iowa. I loved it immediately and couldn't wait for high school to be over from that point on. I cherised every visit back there over my senior year. And being back there last week, I still had that same feeling.
Another interesting thing was how the students attitudes changed toward the schools as we visited them. In the beginning, they were all pretty resistent to going to school "in the middle of nowhere" or "in the middle of a cornfield." But when they got on campus, you couldn't say that the colleges were boring at all. There is so much going on- concerts, parties, groups, sports, worship, speakers...you name it!
Also, one of the benefits of going to a private school is that you have a much higher chance of finishing in 4 years as opposed to 5 or more. There are also tons of scholarships available.
But, like I said, it's all where you can see yourself. I hope that if you know someone who is considering college, you'll encourage them to just visit an ELCA school. They are great ministries of our church.
What a beautiful day it is. I can't even say how thankful I am that it is November 3 and the temps will be in the 70s! I am soaking up the warmth, sunshine and colorful leaves, cuz all those things are fading fast.
Last week I, along with a couple of other pastors, took 15 high school students on a tour of ELCA colleges. It was wonderful. The kids were all great as were the schools. It was interesting to see the similarities (good education, caring professors, faith based learning, high value placed on community) and differences of each school. It was also really fun to see the students come alive at various campuses. Each one has a different feel, and it is so important that you can "see" yourself at that school. That is how I felt when I first visited Luther College (www.luther.edu) in Decorah, Iowa. I loved it immediately and couldn't wait for high school to be over from that point on. I cherised every visit back there over my senior year. And being back there last week, I still had that same feeling.
Another interesting thing was how the students attitudes changed toward the schools as we visited them. In the beginning, they were all pretty resistent to going to school "in the middle of nowhere" or "in the middle of a cornfield." But when they got on campus, you couldn't say that the colleges were boring at all. There is so much going on- concerts, parties, groups, sports, worship, speakers...you name it!
Also, one of the benefits of going to a private school is that you have a much higher chance of finishing in 4 years as opposed to 5 or more. There are also tons of scholarships available.
But, like I said, it's all where you can see yourself. I hope that if you know someone who is considering college, you'll encourage them to just visit an ELCA school. They are great ministries of our church.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Night Prayer
I found this prayer on a blog I go to for clergy. It is a good reminder for all of us to let things go at the end of the day. We are promised a new start, a fresh start each morning. We are made new each day by God through our baptism. We do not have to be perfect, we just have to belong to God and trust in God's grace and love.
I hope you will pray this tonight and let God's peace surround you and renew you as you sleep.
it is night.
The night is for stillness.
Let us be still in the presence of God.
It is night after a long day.
What has been done has been done;
what has not been done has not been done;
let it be.
The night is dark;
Let our fears of the darkness of the world and our own lives rest in you.
The night is quiet.
Let the quietness of your peace enfold us,
all dear to us,
and all who have no peace.
The night heralds the dawn.
Let us look expectantly to a new day,
new joys,
new possibilities.
In your name we pray.
Amen.
I hope you will pray this tonight and let God's peace surround you and renew you as you sleep.
Night Prayer (source The New Zealand Prayer Book)
Lord,it is night.
The night is for stillness.
Let us be still in the presence of God.
It is night after a long day.
What has been done has been done;
what has not been done has not been done;
let it be.
The night is dark;
Let our fears of the darkness of the world and our own lives rest in you.
The night is quiet.
Let the quietness of your peace enfold us,
all dear to us,
and all who have no peace.
The night heralds the dawn.
Let us look expectantly to a new day,
new joys,
new possibilities.
In your name we pray.
Amen.
Monday, October 20, 2008
the body of Christ
oh my goodness gracious...it's been a long time since my last post! i'm sorry- these first couple months of the "program" year are very busy for us at Grace! i hereby renew my commitment to blogging!
yesterday we talked again about being the body of Christ-and how we all have different gifts and abilities. we are all different but we all belong- in fact we all belong because we are different. as challenging as it is sometimes to live together with all our differences, it is good to read (sometimes OVER and OVER again) 1 Corinthinans 12.
as the church we aim to be Christ's body in the world. we can't say to anyone that we don't need them. we can't think that we are better than anyone else. in fact, we should treat those we may think that we are better than with more honor and respect than anyone. we always should be looking to care for and lift up those among us who are hurting.
during the adult education hour, we talked about what parts of the body we don't lift up enough- people who do work that goes not unnoticed, but unthanked. we talked about rod wilterdink who sharpens all the pencils and takes care of the font (when it's not busted!), AIM ruth and larry scheibach who set up furniture for sunday school and confirmation, jan harpt who waters the plants, and the dartball team when they set up tables for the quilters. there is so much to be done, and when we all work together, it all gets done.
i had the first part of chapter 12 read at my ordination to remind me that everyone has different gifts and talents- that it's not all the job of the pastor to do everything. i have been reminded lately that i really can't do everything (darn it). i am surprised how hard this is for me to accept. but i have to learn to lean back on the rest of the body to do the things i can't do.
so today, take a moment to think about what you are good at, and appreciate yourself! then, think about something you can't do so well on your own, and appreciate whoever helps you with that. and remember- no part of Christ's body can exist on it's own, but together, we come alive.
yesterday we talked again about being the body of Christ-and how we all have different gifts and abilities. we are all different but we all belong- in fact we all belong because we are different. as challenging as it is sometimes to live together with all our differences, it is good to read (sometimes OVER and OVER again) 1 Corinthinans 12.
as the church we aim to be Christ's body in the world. we can't say to anyone that we don't need them. we can't think that we are better than anyone else. in fact, we should treat those we may think that we are better than with more honor and respect than anyone. we always should be looking to care for and lift up those among us who are hurting.
during the adult education hour, we talked about what parts of the body we don't lift up enough- people who do work that goes not unnoticed, but unthanked. we talked about rod wilterdink who sharpens all the pencils and takes care of the font (when it's not busted!), AIM ruth and larry scheibach who set up furniture for sunday school and confirmation, jan harpt who waters the plants, and the dartball team when they set up tables for the quilters. there is so much to be done, and when we all work together, it all gets done.
i had the first part of chapter 12 read at my ordination to remind me that everyone has different gifts and talents- that it's not all the job of the pastor to do everything. i have been reminded lately that i really can't do everything (darn it). i am surprised how hard this is for me to accept. but i have to learn to lean back on the rest of the body to do the things i can't do.
so today, take a moment to think about what you are good at, and appreciate yourself! then, think about something you can't do so well on your own, and appreciate whoever helps you with that. and remember- no part of Christ's body can exist on it's own, but together, we come alive.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
A question...
My sermon this week is on what we GET from worship. So I'm wondering...what do you get from worship? What keeps you coming back week after week? I'd love to hear from you! I think it would be great to include some of your responses in the sermon- if that's okay with you! They will be anonymous- I won't announce your name.
Make a comment on this post or just email me at pastorheidi@gracegrafton.com
God bless you all on this beautiful fall day! See you Sunday (or tonight)!
Make a comment on this post or just email me at pastorheidi@gracegrafton.com
God bless you all on this beautiful fall day! See you Sunday (or tonight)!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Perspective
A little perspective for you today from Archbishop Oscar Romero...
It helps, now and then, to step back and take the long view.
The Kingdom is not only beyond our efforts; it is beyond our vision.
We accomplish in our lifetime only a tiny fraction of the magnificent enterprise that is the Lord's work...
Nothing we do is complete, which is another way of saying that the Kingdom always lies beyond us. No sermon says all that should be said. No prayer fully expresses our faith. No confession brings perfection. No pastoral visit brings wholeness. No program accomplishes the Church's mission. No set of goals and objectives includes everything.
This is what we are about:
We plant the seeds that will one day grow.
We water seeds already planted knowing they hold future promise.
We lay foundations that will need further development.
We provide yeast that affects far beyond our capabilities...
We cannot do everything and there is a sense of liberation in realizing that.
This enables us to do something, and to do it very, very well.
It may be incomplete, but it is a beginning, a step along the way, an opportunity for the Lord's grace to enter and do the rest.
We may never see the end results, but that is the difference between the Master Builder and the worker.
We are workers, but not master builders, ministers, not messiahs.
We are prophets of a future that is not our own. Amen.
It helps, now and then, to step back and take the long view.
The Kingdom is not only beyond our efforts; it is beyond our vision.
We accomplish in our lifetime only a tiny fraction of the magnificent enterprise that is the Lord's work...
Nothing we do is complete, which is another way of saying that the Kingdom always lies beyond us. No sermon says all that should be said. No prayer fully expresses our faith. No confession brings perfection. No pastoral visit brings wholeness. No program accomplishes the Church's mission. No set of goals and objectives includes everything.
This is what we are about:
We plant the seeds that will one day grow.
We water seeds already planted knowing they hold future promise.
We lay foundations that will need further development.
We provide yeast that affects far beyond our capabilities...
We cannot do everything and there is a sense of liberation in realizing that.
This enables us to do something, and to do it very, very well.
It may be incomplete, but it is a beginning, a step along the way, an opportunity for the Lord's grace to enter and do the rest.
We may never see the end results, but that is the difference between the Master Builder and the worker.
We are workers, but not master builders, ministers, not messiahs.
We are prophets of a future that is not our own. Amen.
Monday, September 8, 2008
In the beginning...
of the educational year at Grace we had 30 people in the High School Youth Group Sunday morning class! Yay!
We've got even more signed up to do the "Generation Change" study for the next 4 weeks. This is the teen version of the "Financial Peace University" class that many adults have done. I am really, really excited about this study for several reasons- it's a very well-done course, it is going to get our high schoolers really involved in youth group, and it uses video, journaling, and other things to engage the kids.
But what I'm most excited about is what it is going to teach them- the dangers and emptiness of materialism, that they have TRUE value to God, the importance of saving and the gifts of giving to others.
God blesses us with so much. Our culture always tries to point us to what we DON'T have, distorting our priorities and our "needs." But the earlier we learn to focus on what we DO have rather than getting swept away in the rat race of materialsim, the better off we are.
Today, take some time to think about your blessings (material and spiritual) and thank God for them. And if you have children, talk to them about being financially responsible because the habits they make for themselves now will carry over into adulthood. It's never too early to start! Fill your offering envelopes together, tell them about the dangers of debt, and make it clear to them that you love them more than all the money in the world. Consider your finances and how they reflect who you are. And don't forget- prayer can help us make "change" (haha...get it!) inside and out.
God be with you and bless you with many kinds of riches!
We've got even more signed up to do the "Generation Change" study for the next 4 weeks. This is the teen version of the "Financial Peace University" class that many adults have done. I am really, really excited about this study for several reasons- it's a very well-done course, it is going to get our high schoolers really involved in youth group, and it uses video, journaling, and other things to engage the kids.
But what I'm most excited about is what it is going to teach them- the dangers and emptiness of materialism, that they have TRUE value to God, the importance of saving and the gifts of giving to others.
God blesses us with so much. Our culture always tries to point us to what we DON'T have, distorting our priorities and our "needs." But the earlier we learn to focus on what we DO have rather than getting swept away in the rat race of materialsim, the better off we are.
Today, take some time to think about your blessings (material and spiritual) and thank God for them. And if you have children, talk to them about being financially responsible because the habits they make for themselves now will carry over into adulthood. It's never too early to start! Fill your offering envelopes together, tell them about the dangers of debt, and make it clear to them that you love them more than all the money in the world. Consider your finances and how they reflect who you are. And don't forget- prayer can help us make "change" (haha...get it!) inside and out.
God be with you and bless you with many kinds of riches!
Monday, August 25, 2008
Happy Things
Whew! It's been a while! It's been a month full of trips and vacations and planning for next year. But I feel excited about what's coming up and am looking forward to my second year at Grace. Summer has been Wonderful (yes, with a captial W) weather and I am soaking it up as much as I can. This has inspired me to make today's post...
Things that make me happy:
Things that make me happy:
- Gorgeous summer days
- Worshipping God in a church community and on my own
- Talking to my mom and dad
- Spending time outside
- Taking walks at night
- Singing great hymns
- Good songs on the radio
- The wild raspberries and blueberries we ate in the Boundary Waters
- Being with good friends
- Praying- especially Lectio Divina style.
- Lake Michigan
- Good coffee!
- Laughing
- Jonah
I could go on.
If you heard my recent sermon on lists, I now realize I left something out. It is good to make lists of our blessings, not just lists of what we need or want or have to do. So I encourage you to make a list of the good things in your life. Share it if you want, by leaving a comment to this message. I'd love to hear what makes you happy. May God bless you with many good things.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Mission Trip
On Saturday I leave for a mission trip to the Boundary Waters with 14 high school students and 2 other adults. I am excited for the trip but anxious about the long drive up there! Keep us in your prayers for safety and lots of fun!
I am really looking forward to spending time with the kids and being in the beautiful setting of the North Shore (on Lake Superior). I've never been there but spending time outdoors always does good for my soul. And being away from our normal, everyday lives somehow makes it easier for us to be open to other people and more honest about what's going on inside ourselves.
I was reading an article the other day that said on our "sabbath" day, we should do the opposite of whatever we normally do. If we are busy, we should not do anything. If we are normally indoors, we should step outside. Sabbath is a break from our daily routines, a change of pace. I hope that the trip to the Boundary Waters will be a good Sabbath for everyone, that even though we will be working hard, we will be refreshed by spending our time doing something different. We spend so much time focusing on ourselves- it can be renewing to focus on others for a bit.
Have you found Sabbath time this summer? What do you do to renew your body and spirit?
I am really looking forward to spending time with the kids and being in the beautiful setting of the North Shore (on Lake Superior). I've never been there but spending time outdoors always does good for my soul. And being away from our normal, everyday lives somehow makes it easier for us to be open to other people and more honest about what's going on inside ourselves.
I was reading an article the other day that said on our "sabbath" day, we should do the opposite of whatever we normally do. If we are busy, we should not do anything. If we are normally indoors, we should step outside. Sabbath is a break from our daily routines, a change of pace. I hope that the trip to the Boundary Waters will be a good Sabbath for everyone, that even though we will be working hard, we will be refreshed by spending our time doing something different. We spend so much time focusing on ourselves- it can be renewing to focus on others for a bit.
Have you found Sabbath time this summer? What do you do to renew your body and spirit?
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Do It Anyway!
Here are some good words for you today, brought to you by Mother Theresa (probably)...they are a good reminder of why we are here.
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered...
forgive them anyway
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered...
forgive them anyway
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives...
be kind anyway
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies...
succeed anyway
If you are honest, people may cheat you...
be honest anyway
What you may spend years building, someone may destroy overnight...
build anyway
If you find serenity and happiness, people may be jealous...
be happy anyway
The good you do today, may be forgotten tomorrow...
do good anyway
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough...
give your best anyway
You see, in the end, it's between you and God...
it was never between you and them anyway
Amen.
Monday, July 7, 2008
NOT Coming Up on the 10:00 News...
As I was thinking about what to blog about today, I started going over what I have been doing lately. Confirmation Camp was the first thing to come to mind. It was such a great week. I was so proud of those 18 kids from Grace. They really committed themselves to the lessons and activities. They learned and supported each other and had fun together.
It's too bad that things like that don't make the news.
There were dozens of counselors and staff at camp that went out of their way to be good Christian examples for all the kids at camp.
Some high school students and adult volunteers met for pizza and a movie a couple weeks ago.
Soon Grace will be filled with many children and volunteers who give many hours of their time to provide the kids with a great vacation bible school experience.
The high school students will be leaving at the end of July for a mission trip to the boundary waters.
I know these things may not seem newsworthy, but to me they are. In a world that can get so caught up in all the bad things that happen, I see so many good things happening, too.
Young teens support each other and grow in their faith together. High Schoolers meet not to cause trouble but to enjoy a night together with people they might not normally hang out with. As college tuition hits the roof, college students earn pennies for 3 months to make a difference in the lives of others, instead of working a less rewarding job for more money. People of all ages give their time to help children learn about God and have a great time doing it.
Where do you see good in the world? Write a comment and let me know.
"Whoever gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones in the name of a disciple- truly I tell you, none of these will lose their reward." ~Matthew 10:42
It's too bad that things like that don't make the news.
There were dozens of counselors and staff at camp that went out of their way to be good Christian examples for all the kids at camp.
Some high school students and adult volunteers met for pizza and a movie a couple weeks ago.
Soon Grace will be filled with many children and volunteers who give many hours of their time to provide the kids with a great vacation bible school experience.
The high school students will be leaving at the end of July for a mission trip to the boundary waters.
I know these things may not seem newsworthy, but to me they are. In a world that can get so caught up in all the bad things that happen, I see so many good things happening, too.
Young teens support each other and grow in their faith together. High Schoolers meet not to cause trouble but to enjoy a night together with people they might not normally hang out with. As college tuition hits the roof, college students earn pennies for 3 months to make a difference in the lives of others, instead of working a less rewarding job for more money. People of all ages give their time to help children learn about God and have a great time doing it.
Where do you see good in the world? Write a comment and let me know.
"Whoever gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones in the name of a disciple- truly I tell you, none of these will lose their reward." ~Matthew 10:42
Monday, June 30, 2008
Monday Five...Reader's Theatre Edition
1)Do you think of summer as a particularly good season for reading?
Yes and no. I do love to lay on a lounge chair in the shade and read a good book. Or better yet, by a body of water: lake, ocean, pool...i'm not particular. But summer is also a good time to be out and about- going to parties, fests, and just enjoying the good weather by being active.
2) Have you ever fallen asleep reading on the beach?
I really am not one for falling asleep in public places. I never was able to sleep during class at school. Too embarrassing. What if I snore or drool or something?
3) Can you recall a favorite childhood book read in the summertime?
Hmm...I think I read the boxcar children books in the summer. I loved those! I thought it would be so cool to live like that. Other favorite books were the Little House on the Prairie series, Wind in the Willows, Angelina Ballerina, and A Wrinkle in Time. I was quite a reader when I was young. I wish I read more now, but I think I need a break from reading after 8 years of college and seminary!
4) Do you have a favorite genre for light or relaxing reading?
Oh, definitely things that take my mind off "real" life. I really like Jennifer Weiner ("In Her Shoes") and the Harry Potter series.
5) What is the next book on your reading list?
Well, I have VOWED to finish Parker Palmer's "A Hidden Wholeness" before I start anything else! But my next FUN book would probably be another Jennifer Weiner book or the first James Patterson mystery book that AIM Ruth lent to me. I got into mysteries for a while in High School so I think it would be fun to pick that up again.
What do you all like to read? What are some of your favorites?
Yes and no. I do love to lay on a lounge chair in the shade and read a good book. Or better yet, by a body of water: lake, ocean, pool...i'm not particular. But summer is also a good time to be out and about- going to parties, fests, and just enjoying the good weather by being active.
2) Have you ever fallen asleep reading on the beach?
I really am not one for falling asleep in public places. I never was able to sleep during class at school. Too embarrassing. What if I snore or drool or something?
3) Can you recall a favorite childhood book read in the summertime?
Hmm...I think I read the boxcar children books in the summer. I loved those! I thought it would be so cool to live like that. Other favorite books were the Little House on the Prairie series, Wind in the Willows, Angelina Ballerina, and A Wrinkle in Time. I was quite a reader when I was young. I wish I read more now, but I think I need a break from reading after 8 years of college and seminary!
4) Do you have a favorite genre for light or relaxing reading?
Oh, definitely things that take my mind off "real" life. I really like Jennifer Weiner ("In Her Shoes") and the Harry Potter series.
5) What is the next book on your reading list?
Well, I have VOWED to finish Parker Palmer's "A Hidden Wholeness" before I start anything else! But my next FUN book would probably be another Jennifer Weiner book or the first James Patterson mystery book that AIM Ruth lent to me. I got into mysteries for a while in High School so I think it would be fun to pick that up again.
What do you all like to read? What are some of your favorites?
Monday, June 9, 2008
I'd like a table for 945,874, 291,385,257...and counting
I'm sure it comes as no surprise to you that I love communion. I think it is one of God's miracles. To think that Jesus is present for us so easily in this way, and that he is present for all people who come to his table, is beyond understanding. But I know that it's true because I have felt him there. When I eat that flimsy little wafer (or more preferrably, that little tasty piece of bread) and I take a sip of wine, I know that God is with me. I can feel myself change on the inside.
Another thing that I love about communion is that it connects us to ALL other Christians. Christians in Grafton and Cedarburg, in Michigan, Connecticut, Brazil, Tanzania, Nicaragua, India...we are connected to Christians everywhere, all over the world, when we eat and drink at this table. We eat with young and old, black and white, republican and democrat...the list goes on and on. At God's table, we are even connected with those who are sharing the eternal feast with Christ in Heaven. That can be some comfort to know that those we miss so much are with us when we eat this meal.
Sometimes when I take communion I think about the people who have meant so much to me on my faith journey. I think about the congregation where I grew up in Lockport, IL, about my internship congregation in Saint Louis, about my "Soul Sister" friends from camp, my old pastors and professors who helped shape my faith, and of course, my mom and dad. It strengthens me to know that I am "surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses" (Hebrews 12:1). We can cheer each other on as we run together toward Jesus, "the pioneer and perfecter of our faith." Thanks be to God for this gift of communion through time and space!
Another thing that I love about communion is that it connects us to ALL other Christians. Christians in Grafton and Cedarburg, in Michigan, Connecticut, Brazil, Tanzania, Nicaragua, India...we are connected to Christians everywhere, all over the world, when we eat and drink at this table. We eat with young and old, black and white, republican and democrat...the list goes on and on. At God's table, we are even connected with those who are sharing the eternal feast with Christ in Heaven. That can be some comfort to know that those we miss so much are with us when we eat this meal.
Sometimes when I take communion I think about the people who have meant so much to me on my faith journey. I think about the congregation where I grew up in Lockport, IL, about my internship congregation in Saint Louis, about my "Soul Sister" friends from camp, my old pastors and professors who helped shape my faith, and of course, my mom and dad. It strengthens me to know that I am "surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses" (Hebrews 12:1). We can cheer each other on as we run together toward Jesus, "the pioneer and perfecter of our faith." Thanks be to God for this gift of communion through time and space!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Something Fun
1. what are 2 names you go by? heidi and pastor heidi (wow how interesting!)
2. name 2 things you are wearing:a black blazer and a khaki skirt (yawn again!)
3. 2 of my favorite things: my grandma murken's ring and my bed
4. 2 things i want very badly...a prius and more time in each day
5. 2 favorite pets...of course jonah. the other would be my dog growing up- a miniature schnauzer, alex. i wanted to name him abecrombie but my mom talked me out of it.
6. 2 people i'd like to see on my doorstep...my best friend kelly and steph or any of my sistern friends from seminary
7. 2 things i did last night...went to meetings at church and for a nice walk with brian and jonah.
8. 2 things i've eaten recently...pad thai and a yummy muffin (thanks lisa!)
9. favorite beverages: mmm...iced americanos with cream and i do love coca-cola, though I don't indulge in it very often.
10. 2 things on tomorrow's agenda: drive to chicago to visit friends and go to all my favorite places in my old neighborhood. (thank GOD my life has gotten more interesting though the course of this survey!)
11. what are 2 of the furthest trips in the last 5 years? nicaragua and to holden village in washington.
12. 2 favorite holidays: christmas- i love, love, love me some baby jesus- and thanksgiving- i love turkey and spending a great day with my great family.
2. name 2 things you are wearing:a black blazer and a khaki skirt (yawn again!)
3. 2 of my favorite things: my grandma murken's ring and my bed
4. 2 things i want very badly...a prius and more time in each day
5. 2 favorite pets...of course jonah. the other would be my dog growing up- a miniature schnauzer, alex. i wanted to name him abecrombie but my mom talked me out of it.
6. 2 people i'd like to see on my doorstep...my best friend kelly and steph or any of my sistern friends from seminary
7. 2 things i did last night...went to meetings at church and for a nice walk with brian and jonah.
8. 2 things i've eaten recently...pad thai and a yummy muffin (thanks lisa!)
9. favorite beverages: mmm...iced americanos with cream and i do love coca-cola, though I don't indulge in it very often.
10. 2 things on tomorrow's agenda: drive to chicago to visit friends and go to all my favorite places in my old neighborhood. (thank GOD my life has gotten more interesting though the course of this survey!)
11. what are 2 of the furthest trips in the last 5 years? nicaragua and to holden village in washington.
12. 2 favorite holidays: christmas- i love, love, love me some baby jesus- and thanksgiving- i love turkey and spending a great day with my great family.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
The (Almost) Summer Day
Oh...it is so beautiful outside. I can hardly believe sometimes how lovely nature can be.
It made me remember one of my favorite poems, "The Summer Day" by Mary Oliver. At the end she asks a question "What will you do with your one wild and precious life?" So...? How will you answer that question today?
Last night we did Lectio Divina (reading a scripture through 3 times, each time listening for something different the Spirit is saying to us). I love this time. It's holy. And last night we read Psalm 27, which is FILLED with words that are true and beautiful..."The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?...I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living." As I sat and heard these words over and over again, I could still feel the warmth of the sun on my skin. We can pray in so many ways. I just had to share these with you.
The Summer Day
Mary Oliver
Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper?
This grasshopper, I mean-the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don't know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?
Psalm 27
1The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
2When evildoers assail me to devour my flesh— my adversaries and foes— they shall stumble and fall.
3Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise up against me, yet I will be confident.
4One thing I asked of the Lord, that will I seek after: to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple.
5For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will set me high on a rock.
6Now my head is lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the Lord.
7Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud, be gracious to me and answer me!
8“Come,” my heart says, “seek his face!” Your face, Lord, do I seek.
9Do not hide your face from me. Do not turn your servant away in anger, you who have been my help. Do not cast me off, do not forsake me, O God of my salvation!
10If my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me up.
11Teach me your way, O Lord, and lead me on a level path because of my enemies.
12Do not give me up to the will of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen against me, and they are breathing out violence.
13I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!
It made me remember one of my favorite poems, "The Summer Day" by Mary Oliver. At the end she asks a question "What will you do with your one wild and precious life?" So...? How will you answer that question today?
Last night we did Lectio Divina (reading a scripture through 3 times, each time listening for something different the Spirit is saying to us). I love this time. It's holy. And last night we read Psalm 27, which is FILLED with words that are true and beautiful..."The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?...I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living." As I sat and heard these words over and over again, I could still feel the warmth of the sun on my skin. We can pray in so many ways. I just had to share these with you.
The Summer Day
Mary Oliver
Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper?
This grasshopper, I mean-the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don't know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?
Psalm 27
1The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
2When evildoers assail me to devour my flesh— my adversaries and foes— they shall stumble and fall.
3Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise up against me, yet I will be confident.
4One thing I asked of the Lord, that will I seek after: to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple.
5For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will set me high on a rock.
6Now my head is lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the Lord.
7Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud, be gracious to me and answer me!
8“Come,” my heart says, “seek his face!” Your face, Lord, do I seek.
9Do not hide your face from me. Do not turn your servant away in anger, you who have been my help. Do not cast me off, do not forsake me, O God of my salvation!
10If my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me up.
11Teach me your way, O Lord, and lead me on a level path because of my enemies.
12Do not give me up to the will of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen against me, and they are breathing out violence.
13I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!
Monday, May 19, 2008
more lunch-time spying
Well most of the buds are leaves now! It is beautiful outside. I can hardly remember what winter felt like, and I don't want to for several months!
Today I was talking to Dick Duncombe, who is preaching on Thursday, May 29 when Pastor Paul, AIM Ruth and I are at the synod assembly. He is working on a sermon that talks about what we do when we are NOT in church. You know, it's easy to think if we go to church for an hour a week that is all we need to do to be a good person. But how we act the rest of the time is also important!
I went to Fiddlehead's in Cedarburg for lunch today (it's Monday, gotta eat good food so I can have a good week...right?!). In keeping with my Christmas eve sermon illustration (when I was at Panera) I will tell you what I observed. A couple of couples came in for lunch. The men went and sat down and barked at their wives while the women stood in line, ordered lunch, got napkins, cups, etc. Ugh. Not very nice. At one point one of the women said she had to use the restroom. "You can go" her husband replied. Weird. Does she need his permission?? It was all very strange.
Anyway, it just struck me how our behavior can affect other people, even when we think they are not watching. I know I have the occassional bad day, but this all got me thinking about what kind of impression I want to leave on others. Sometimes as a pastor I feel like eyes are on me all the time (even on my days off) and I don't always like that feeling. But the truth is, whether we are pastors or not we should be treating others kindly whether they are wife or strangers.
Didn't the bible say that we can entertain angels without knowing it? How would our daily lives change if we treated everyone as if they contained a piece of God and heaven within them?
Today I was talking to Dick Duncombe, who is preaching on Thursday, May 29 when Pastor Paul, AIM Ruth and I are at the synod assembly. He is working on a sermon that talks about what we do when we are NOT in church. You know, it's easy to think if we go to church for an hour a week that is all we need to do to be a good person. But how we act the rest of the time is also important!
I went to Fiddlehead's in Cedarburg for lunch today (it's Monday, gotta eat good food so I can have a good week...right?!). In keeping with my Christmas eve sermon illustration (when I was at Panera) I will tell you what I observed. A couple of couples came in for lunch. The men went and sat down and barked at their wives while the women stood in line, ordered lunch, got napkins, cups, etc. Ugh. Not very nice. At one point one of the women said she had to use the restroom. "You can go" her husband replied. Weird. Does she need his permission?? It was all very strange.
Anyway, it just struck me how our behavior can affect other people, even when we think they are not watching. I know I have the occassional bad day, but this all got me thinking about what kind of impression I want to leave on others. Sometimes as a pastor I feel like eyes are on me all the time (even on my days off) and I don't always like that feeling. But the truth is, whether we are pastors or not we should be treating others kindly whether they are wife or strangers.
Didn't the bible say that we can entertain angels without knowing it? How would our daily lives change if we treated everyone as if they contained a piece of God and heaven within them?
Monday, May 5, 2008
Buds
They're here! The buds on the trees!
These are some of my favorite days of the year. All of a sudden, our world changes!
When I got to work this morning, I noticed that the tree outside my window has buds. Then when I drove home for lunch I noticed that ALL the trees on 6th avenue are budding. Now, so fast, the leaves will grow and we'll enter the green season.
It is so nice out I decided to eat lunch on my porch. It was awesome. The sun was headed over to the other side of my building but there was a little sliver of light shining onto my deck chair. I put my feet in it and ate and pet Jonah and read. It was wonderful. It reminded me of what I really need in life.
Psychologist Abraham Maslow created a hierarchy of needs for humans. It's organized into a pyramid, with the most basic needs on the bottom. If those needs are not met, a person can't reach the goal of self-actualization. I don't remember all the details about what it means to be self-actualized, but I do remember hearing that a self-actualized person is not affected by the weather. If that's what it means to be self-actualized, then I don't think I want to be!
God made a beautiful world. Even though I am so glad the long, cold winter is over, I am thankful that we live in a climate that changes. It makes the spring so sweet! It reminds me that life is full of cycles. Sometimes things are green and growing. Sometimes things are barren. But they always come back around, and the Spirit (breath, wind) of God is always moving in us and blowing us on to new things.
These are some of my favorite days of the year. All of a sudden, our world changes!
When I got to work this morning, I noticed that the tree outside my window has buds. Then when I drove home for lunch I noticed that ALL the trees on 6th avenue are budding. Now, so fast, the leaves will grow and we'll enter the green season.
It is so nice out I decided to eat lunch on my porch. It was awesome. The sun was headed over to the other side of my building but there was a little sliver of light shining onto my deck chair. I put my feet in it and ate and pet Jonah and read. It was wonderful. It reminded me of what I really need in life.
Psychologist Abraham Maslow created a hierarchy of needs for humans. It's organized into a pyramid, with the most basic needs on the bottom. If those needs are not met, a person can't reach the goal of self-actualization. I don't remember all the details about what it means to be self-actualized, but I do remember hearing that a self-actualized person is not affected by the weather. If that's what it means to be self-actualized, then I don't think I want to be!
God made a beautiful world. Even though I am so glad the long, cold winter is over, I am thankful that we live in a climate that changes. It makes the spring so sweet! It reminds me that life is full of cycles. Sometimes things are green and growing. Sometimes things are barren. But they always come back around, and the Spirit (breath, wind) of God is always moving in us and blowing us on to new things.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Sabbath
"Self-care is never a selfish act- it is simply good stewardship of the only gift I have, the gift I was put on earth to offer others."
~ Parker Palmer, Let Your Life Speak, pg. 49-50.
Well I did take some time off- these past two days. It was lovely because I didn't do much. I am always surprised at how tired I feel on those days- when I let my body catch up with herself and not force her to run at a crazy pace.
One thing I did was spend a lot of time with my dog, Jonah, pictured above. I walked him, played with him, snuggled him, and just looked at him (i think he is very cute and nice to look at!). If you didn't know this about me before, I really love my dog! Up until I started at Grace I got to spend a lot of time with him each day, and I've really missed that. It was so great to be with him. He is a place where I get renewed. When I come home, he is usually curled up in his bed or on the couch, and I go over to him and lay/kneel down beside him. I immediately feel so much better just being with him. He is a reminder to me of God's love and presence in my life. Sometimes he will jump up on the couch and lay right on top of my laptop as if to say "HEY! Put that thing away and give me some love!" Sometimes he'll bark at me until I get up and play with him, feed him, or just come down to his level. Sometimes I need to be barked at to remember to pay attention to Jonah or to God.
Another thing I did was go for a long walk with Brian over to Lime Kiln Park. We stood by the raging river and watched it go by, getting dizzy concentrating on the rushing water. We noticed all kinds of things around the banks- different trees, the way the water flowed and swirled in places. It felt so good to just lose myself in it. Nature is so refreshing and a great reminder for me of who God is and who I am in this world. There is much to learn and much to appreciate just by being still in nature. For our Grafton Clergy book study this year we are reading Leaving Church, by Barbara Brown Taylor (one of my favorite authors). I read this yesterday and it was exactly how I felt standing at the rivers edge:
~ Parker Palmer, Let Your Life Speak, pg. 49-50.
Well I did take some time off- these past two days. It was lovely because I didn't do much. I am always surprised at how tired I feel on those days- when I let my body catch up with herself and not force her to run at a crazy pace.
One thing I did was spend a lot of time with my dog, Jonah, pictured above. I walked him, played with him, snuggled him, and just looked at him (i think he is very cute and nice to look at!). If you didn't know this about me before, I really love my dog! Up until I started at Grace I got to spend a lot of time with him each day, and I've really missed that. It was so great to be with him. He is a place where I get renewed. When I come home, he is usually curled up in his bed or on the couch, and I go over to him and lay/kneel down beside him. I immediately feel so much better just being with him. He is a reminder to me of God's love and presence in my life. Sometimes he will jump up on the couch and lay right on top of my laptop as if to say "HEY! Put that thing away and give me some love!" Sometimes he'll bark at me until I get up and play with him, feed him, or just come down to his level. Sometimes I need to be barked at to remember to pay attention to Jonah or to God.
Another thing I did was go for a long walk with Brian over to Lime Kiln Park. We stood by the raging river and watched it go by, getting dizzy concentrating on the rushing water. We noticed all kinds of things around the banks- different trees, the way the water flowed and swirled in places. It felt so good to just lose myself in it. Nature is so refreshing and a great reminder for me of who God is and who I am in this world. There is much to learn and much to appreciate just by being still in nature. For our Grafton Clergy book study this year we are reading Leaving Church, by Barbara Brown Taylor (one of my favorite authors). I read this yesterday and it was exactly how I felt standing at the rivers edge:
"How long do you think this river has been here?" I asked Ed..."Forever, I guess," he said at last. If I softened my gaze and stopped holding myself apart from all that surrounded me I became part of something so old and so powerfully alive that I lost track of my self. The river ran through me. Trees breathed for me. My feet grew from rock. (85)
She also writes, "I know plenty of people who find God most reliably in books, in buidlings, and even in other people. I have found God in all of these places too, but the most reliable meeting place for me has always been creation. Since I first became aware of the Divine Presence in that lit-up field in Kansas, I have always known where to go when my own flame is guttering. To lie with my back flat on the fragrant ground is to receive a transfusion of the same power that makes the green blade rise." (80)
I guess our sabbath times and places can be closer than we think.
I guess our sabbath times and places can be closer than we think.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Monday, Monday
Here it is...Monday! Most pastors take Mondays as their days off. Not me- I take Friday. This is partly because I like to have more time to work on my sermon before Thursday evening worship, and partly because I like having Fridays off! It means that sometimes I kind of get a weekend.
However, it means that I work Monday. And I'm beginning to understand why many pastors take Monday off. I'm tired after Sunday, especially after a Sunday like yesterday where I started working at 7 am and didn't finish until 8 pm. No joke. Pastors have strange schedules.
But I do think that we aren't any different than anyone else in that there just never seems to be enough time in the day or week. Can I get an Amen? (I was at All People's in Milwaukee yesterday! I love this- I might start using it in my sermons so look out!!!)
There are so many things vying for our attention, scattering us into many directions, asking that we be in 3 places at once. It's hard to find breathing space. It's hard to focus on what gives us life.
How do you find your breathing space? Do you find it?
However, it means that I work Monday. And I'm beginning to understand why many pastors take Monday off. I'm tired after Sunday, especially after a Sunday like yesterday where I started working at 7 am and didn't finish until 8 pm. No joke. Pastors have strange schedules.
But I do think that we aren't any different than anyone else in that there just never seems to be enough time in the day or week. Can I get an Amen? (I was at All People's in Milwaukee yesterday! I love this- I might start using it in my sermons so look out!!!)
There are so many things vying for our attention, scattering us into many directions, asking that we be in 3 places at once. It's hard to find breathing space. It's hard to focus on what gives us life.
How do you find your breathing space? Do you find it?
Monday, April 14, 2008
monday five...moving on
1. How many times have you moved?
Oh my goodness...too many to count. When my parents were here last weekend we were looking through one of my baby photo albums...ONE album took me through 4 different houses. Eee gad. Then there was college and seminary....college: 10 moves. Seminary: 4. I also moved in with the family I nannied for. I also moved to Grafton. I hope and pray that I am DONE with moving for a good, long while.
2. What do you love and hate about moving?
I love meeting new people. I hate how long it takes to get settled...to get my things in the best place. I hate feeling like a foreigner. I hate not knowing how to get places and what the shortcuts are. I hate leaving friends behind.
3. Do you do it yourself or hire movers?
Ha, funny you should ask. I have always been a do-it-myself-with-the-help-of-family-and-friends kind of person. However, my dad is getting up there and, well, you've seen how many times I've moved! So when I was moving up to Grafton, I decided to hire movers. I felt so lucky and was sooo excited. Unfortunately, they didn't show up, causing me to say many words that I can't put in this blog. But I am blessed with some great friends and a great brother and sister-in-law who came to my rescue, helping me rent and load a U-Haul. My parents drove down from Northern Wisconsin to Chicago to help drive up here. And then lots of lovely people from Grace came to help me unload. Blessings out of a situation that at first seemed very un-blessing like!
4. Advice for surviving and thriving during a move?
Don't use "Reliance Relocation" movers.
5. Are you in the middle of any inner moves, if not outer ones?
I always feel like I'm in the middle of an inner move. Life is always changing and we are always coming from one place, heading towards another. I am always learning and growing and thinking about what the future may bring, and what I can do today to best prepare myself for it. This is not always a good thing. I need to remind myself from time to time to relax and just be. To trust God and not to think so much about everything.
Oh my goodness...too many to count. When my parents were here last weekend we were looking through one of my baby photo albums...ONE album took me through 4 different houses. Eee gad. Then there was college and seminary....college: 10 moves. Seminary: 4. I also moved in with the family I nannied for. I also moved to Grafton. I hope and pray that I am DONE with moving for a good, long while.
2. What do you love and hate about moving?
I love meeting new people. I hate how long it takes to get settled...to get my things in the best place. I hate feeling like a foreigner. I hate not knowing how to get places and what the shortcuts are. I hate leaving friends behind.
3. Do you do it yourself or hire movers?
Ha, funny you should ask. I have always been a do-it-myself-with-the-help-of-family-and-friends kind of person. However, my dad is getting up there and, well, you've seen how many times I've moved! So when I was moving up to Grafton, I decided to hire movers. I felt so lucky and was sooo excited. Unfortunately, they didn't show up, causing me to say many words that I can't put in this blog. But I am blessed with some great friends and a great brother and sister-in-law who came to my rescue, helping me rent and load a U-Haul. My parents drove down from Northern Wisconsin to Chicago to help drive up here. And then lots of lovely people from Grace came to help me unload. Blessings out of a situation that at first seemed very un-blessing like!
4. Advice for surviving and thriving during a move?
Don't use "Reliance Relocation" movers.
5. Are you in the middle of any inner moves, if not outer ones?
I always feel like I'm in the middle of an inner move. Life is always changing and we are always coming from one place, heading towards another. I am always learning and growing and thinking about what the future may bring, and what I can do today to best prepare myself for it. This is not always a good thing. I need to remind myself from time to time to relax and just be. To trust God and not to think so much about everything.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Anniversaries...
Since I moved here, I have been thinking a lot about what my life was like a year ago. When I started at Grace in mid-July 2007, a year before that I was wrapping up my internship in campus ministry in Saint Louis, a job and place I dearly loved. Then it was back to seminary in August 2006, beginning what I like to call the year of Advent...waiting...to graduate and begin ministry as a Pastor.
As we entered the church season of Advent this past December, I was thinking about how in December 2006 I had just completed many long and detailed forms describing who I was as a person and as a pastor. Those were the forms that would be sent to prospective congregations (which turned out to be Grace!). When I finished them I had no idea who would be reading them and where they would be reading them.
While we were in the midst of Lent this February and March, I passed the year anniversary of being assigned to ministry in the areas of either Illinois, Iowa, or Wisconsin. Then I found out I was assigned to the Greater Milwaukee Synod, and the weight of uncertainty I'd been carrying all year began to lift.
Then on April 6, 2007 (a year ago this past Sunday), I made my first trip up to Grafton. I met Pastor Paul, Karen, and Sue. I got a tour of Grace and Grafton/Cedarburg. And to think- exactly one year after that I was standing in the pulpit and preaching.
All this is to say that we never know where God is taking us. We can't predict the future, no matter how hard we try. We don't know what is going to happen. But looking back on my life always helps calm my questions and anxieties about what's coming. God has brought me along this far- what would make me think that God would abandon me now? Even though God is with us all the time, somehow it's easier to see God looking back than in the moment or looking forward.
As I was writing this, this song came on my iPod which I thought was appropriate:
"You should know wherever you go, if your head's in the clouds or you're stuck on the ground, you have my committment, whatever I can do, there will always be room in my heart for you. You should know wherever you go, I'll be waiting here...You should know wherever you go, anytime of the day and reason at all, you have my word, whatever I can do. There will always be room in my heart. You should know, wherever you go...there will always be room in my heart for you. "
~"Room in My Heart", Storyhill.
Where were you a year ago? How was God working in your life?
As we entered the church season of Advent this past December, I was thinking about how in December 2006 I had just completed many long and detailed forms describing who I was as a person and as a pastor. Those were the forms that would be sent to prospective congregations (which turned out to be Grace!). When I finished them I had no idea who would be reading them and where they would be reading them.
While we were in the midst of Lent this February and March, I passed the year anniversary of being assigned to ministry in the areas of either Illinois, Iowa, or Wisconsin. Then I found out I was assigned to the Greater Milwaukee Synod, and the weight of uncertainty I'd been carrying all year began to lift.
Then on April 6, 2007 (a year ago this past Sunday), I made my first trip up to Grafton. I met Pastor Paul, Karen, and Sue. I got a tour of Grace and Grafton/Cedarburg. And to think- exactly one year after that I was standing in the pulpit and preaching.
All this is to say that we never know where God is taking us. We can't predict the future, no matter how hard we try. We don't know what is going to happen. But looking back on my life always helps calm my questions and anxieties about what's coming. God has brought me along this far- what would make me think that God would abandon me now? Even though God is with us all the time, somehow it's easier to see God looking back than in the moment or looking forward.
As I was writing this, this song came on my iPod which I thought was appropriate:
"You should know wherever you go, if your head's in the clouds or you're stuck on the ground, you have my committment, whatever I can do, there will always be room in my heart for you. You should know wherever you go, I'll be waiting here...You should know wherever you go, anytime of the day and reason at all, you have my word, whatever I can do. There will always be room in my heart. You should know, wherever you go...there will always be room in my heart for you. "
~"Room in My Heart", Storyhill.
Where were you a year ago? How was God working in your life?
Monday, March 31, 2008
Water, Water, Everywhere
"It rattles softly at the window like the fingers of a child as I sit on the edge of the tub to tie my shoes. It comes down the glass in crooked paths to stir my heart absurdly as it always has, and dear God in Heaven, the sound of it on the roof...It is the rain, and it tastes of silver; it is the rain, and it smells of christening."
~Frederick Buechner, The Alphabet of Grace.
I woke up in the middle of the night last night. I was having terrible dreams. In one dream I waded through drifts of snow trying to keep my house safe from intruders, and in another I was floating at sea on a deflating raft. When I woke up, I could hear the rain falling outside my window. It soothed me back to sleep.
I love the sound of rain. I love what rain does for the world- cleaning it, making it greener, helping it produce food. It reminds me of my baptism. I imagine it as God's grace, tapping on my roof, soaking through my clothes, trying to get to me to wash me clean.
One of my favorite memories is going downtown with my friends every summer to go to the Taste of Chicago. We joined millions of people feasting in the streets. One year, the sky was dark and low with rain clouds. And then suddenly they opened and drenched us all. It was so much fun, and when I got home, I felt cleaner and fresher than I ever had before or since.
Another powerful memory is when I came home from college one April to go to my Uncle Ken's funeral. He was my dad's brother, and a very beloved uncle and godfather. My dad and I sat together in a dark room and cried, and we listened to the rain pounding on the roof. I thought of it as God crying with us.
It's a gray day today, but I don't mind. In fact I feel so good, I didn't even need coffee this morning! The rain is washing away all the dullness of winter, soaking into the ground to help make it green. It is melting away the heavy drifts of snow. There are flowers blooming outside my window, with more promising to come soon!
In these changing days of spring, I am feeling so connected to the resurrection of Jesus. The tomb is empty, the stone rolled away. "He is not here, he has been risen" say the angels in Luke's gospel (24:5). Life follows death. Spring follows winter. Light comes into our darkness. I pray that you will find hope in Christ through God's word and through the reminders of resurrection God gives us in creation. Christ is risen. Alleluia!
~Frederick Buechner, The Alphabet of Grace.
I woke up in the middle of the night last night. I was having terrible dreams. In one dream I waded through drifts of snow trying to keep my house safe from intruders, and in another I was floating at sea on a deflating raft. When I woke up, I could hear the rain falling outside my window. It soothed me back to sleep.
I love the sound of rain. I love what rain does for the world- cleaning it, making it greener, helping it produce food. It reminds me of my baptism. I imagine it as God's grace, tapping on my roof, soaking through my clothes, trying to get to me to wash me clean.
One of my favorite memories is going downtown with my friends every summer to go to the Taste of Chicago. We joined millions of people feasting in the streets. One year, the sky was dark and low with rain clouds. And then suddenly they opened and drenched us all. It was so much fun, and when I got home, I felt cleaner and fresher than I ever had before or since.
Another powerful memory is when I came home from college one April to go to my Uncle Ken's funeral. He was my dad's brother, and a very beloved uncle and godfather. My dad and I sat together in a dark room and cried, and we listened to the rain pounding on the roof. I thought of it as God crying with us.
It's a gray day today, but I don't mind. In fact I feel so good, I didn't even need coffee this morning! The rain is washing away all the dullness of winter, soaking into the ground to help make it green. It is melting away the heavy drifts of snow. There are flowers blooming outside my window, with more promising to come soon!
In these changing days of spring, I am feeling so connected to the resurrection of Jesus. The tomb is empty, the stone rolled away. "He is not here, he has been risen" say the angels in Luke's gospel (24:5). Life follows death. Spring follows winter. Light comes into our darkness. I pray that you will find hope in Christ through God's word and through the reminders of resurrection God gives us in creation. Christ is risen. Alleluia!
Monday, March 17, 2008
Words and Wisdom
"When they bring you to trial and hand you over, do not worry beforehand about what you are to say; but say whatever is given you at that time, for it is not you who speak, but the Holy Spirit." Mark 13:11
"For I will give you words and a wisdom that none of your opponents will be able to withstand or contradict." Luke 21:15
Words like these are what helped finally make up my mind. I had been thinking about being a pastor for many years, but I thought "Who am I to speak God's word to these people? Who am I to stand up in front of them every week and talk? Why would they listen?"
But then at a gathering of young people "considering" seminary in Nashville one June, I heard pastor and highly respected theologian Walter Bruggeman preach on these words. I realized, it is not ME that would be speaking and leading as a pastor, but God through me. If that is the case, I thought, then I can do this.
Jesus speaks these words to his disciples shortly before his betrayal and arrest. As Pastor Paul reminded us on Sunday Jesus knew these things were coming. He knew it was going to be a bumpy road (not that it had really been all that smooth for him and his disciples so far) and that he would no longer be there to lead them and try to tell them where they were going wrong. So he promises to give them the words they will need.
I have started to joke with people that I am changing my job description to "Person who says I don't know." It's true, there's a lot to learn about Grace, God, and life! We are always disciples. I don't claim to have all the answers. This can be hard sometimes as I WANT to have answers for some of the questions people ask me about life and faith.
But I always fall back on these texts. God will give me what I need. As long as I remember to pray and believe, I have to trust that the words that come from my mouth are what God wants me to say. I have to trust that God will come to each of you to give you the words and the wisdom that you need. It doesn't always happen when we want it to. But as Luke goes on to say in chapter 21, "Not a hair of your head will perish. By your endurance you will gain your souls."
May God be with us, giving us the right words and the trust that our endurance will bring us through into God's glory.
"For I will give you words and a wisdom that none of your opponents will be able to withstand or contradict." Luke 21:15
Words like these are what helped finally make up my mind. I had been thinking about being a pastor for many years, but I thought "Who am I to speak God's word to these people? Who am I to stand up in front of them every week and talk? Why would they listen?"
But then at a gathering of young people "considering" seminary in Nashville one June, I heard pastor and highly respected theologian Walter Bruggeman preach on these words. I realized, it is not ME that would be speaking and leading as a pastor, but God through me. If that is the case, I thought, then I can do this.
Jesus speaks these words to his disciples shortly before his betrayal and arrest. As Pastor Paul reminded us on Sunday Jesus knew these things were coming. He knew it was going to be a bumpy road (not that it had really been all that smooth for him and his disciples so far) and that he would no longer be there to lead them and try to tell them where they were going wrong. So he promises to give them the words they will need.
I have started to joke with people that I am changing my job description to "Person who says I don't know." It's true, there's a lot to learn about Grace, God, and life! We are always disciples. I don't claim to have all the answers. This can be hard sometimes as I WANT to have answers for some of the questions people ask me about life and faith.
But I always fall back on these texts. God will give me what I need. As long as I remember to pray and believe, I have to trust that the words that come from my mouth are what God wants me to say. I have to trust that God will come to each of you to give you the words and the wisdom that you need. It doesn't always happen when we want it to. But as Luke goes on to say in chapter 21, "Not a hair of your head will perish. By your endurance you will gain your souls."
May God be with us, giving us the right words and the trust that our endurance will bring us through into God's glory.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
I'm still here...
Hello!
Just a quick note to say I have not forgotten about my blog! Nicaragua and coming back to Lent/Holy Week has taken up a great deal of time lately. I will write about Nicaragua as soon as I can. In the meantime, I am loving the busy-ness of this season. I love seeing you at the Wednesday Lenten meals and worship. I have always loved this because it makes me feel like we are a family, getting together for dinner at the end of the day. The worship at Grace has been really enjoyable for me too- I love Holden Evening Prayer and having the confirmation students involved in worship (particularly the great skits!) has been a joy.
There is so much going on at Grace, and at times our schedules and "to do" lists get pretty hairy. But I am so thankful for this (okay, today I'm thankful, but sometimes it makes me want to take a nap). We are so blessed to have a vibrant, faithful, growing congregation. And I am blessed to have the Holy Spirit (who often comes to me through my Americanos from Alterra) to help me minister. God bless your Lenten journey!
Just a quick note to say I have not forgotten about my blog! Nicaragua and coming back to Lent/Holy Week has taken up a great deal of time lately. I will write about Nicaragua as soon as I can. In the meantime, I am loving the busy-ness of this season. I love seeing you at the Wednesday Lenten meals and worship. I have always loved this because it makes me feel like we are a family, getting together for dinner at the end of the day. The worship at Grace has been really enjoyable for me too- I love Holden Evening Prayer and having the confirmation students involved in worship (particularly the great skits!) has been a joy.
There is so much going on at Grace, and at times our schedules and "to do" lists get pretty hairy. But I am so thankful for this (okay, today I'm thankful, but sometimes it makes me want to take a nap). We are so blessed to have a vibrant, faithful, growing congregation. And I am blessed to have the Holy Spirit (who often comes to me through my Americanos from Alterra) to help me minister. God bless your Lenten journey!
Monday, February 18, 2008
Friday Five: Baptism
As I have done before, I will blog on the 5 questions posted on a great blog- RevGalBlogPals. I don't work on Fridays, so here is the Friday Five on Monday :)
Friday Five: The Water and the Word
In last Sunday's gospel Nicodemus asks Jesus, "How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother's womb and be born?" Poor old Nicodemus! He was so confused about the whole "water and Spirit" business of baptism.
For today's five, tell us about your baptismal experiences.
When and where were you baptized? Do you remember it? Know any interesting tidbits?
I was baptized on October 19, 1980 at Grace Lutheran Church in Muscatine, Iowa. I definitely don't remember it. I wish I did.
What's the most unexpected thing you've ever witnessed at a baptism?
Hmm...I'm sure the answer to this question will get more interesting as my years of ministry accumulate, but so far I'd say I was pretty surprised when the last baby I baptized started to fall asleep as I poured the water on his head!
Does your congregation have any special traditions surrounding baptisms?
Yes, they make a banner for the baby with his/her name on it and sing a special song.
Are you a godparent or baptismal sponsor? Have a story to tell?
I am a proud godparent of two beautiful Christian girls. My cousin Sarah, who is a SENIOR in high school and an amazing young woman, and my niece Mirella, a sassy 5 year-old. I love them both so much and am honored to be an example and teacher of faith to them.
Do you have a favorite baptismal song or hymn?
There's a really pretty song we sing at Grace at the contemporary service, but I don't know the name of it. It will get your tears going if you're not careful!
Baptism is such an important part of my life. I think about it almost daily. It gives me hope. At seminary, we had a very awesome baptismal font. It flowed down like a waterfall into a pool you could walk though. Some of my favorite worship experiences were when the whole community would take off their shoes and walk through the font. It was very moving. I love the flowing baptismal font at Grace, which we took time to listen to on Sunday morning. This Lent, may we all take time to listed to those waters and to what God is saying to us through them.
Friday Five: The Water and the Word
In last Sunday's gospel Nicodemus asks Jesus, "How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother's womb and be born?" Poor old Nicodemus! He was so confused about the whole "water and Spirit" business of baptism.
For today's five, tell us about your baptismal experiences.
When and where were you baptized? Do you remember it? Know any interesting tidbits?
I was baptized on October 19, 1980 at Grace Lutheran Church in Muscatine, Iowa. I definitely don't remember it. I wish I did.
What's the most unexpected thing you've ever witnessed at a baptism?
Hmm...I'm sure the answer to this question will get more interesting as my years of ministry accumulate, but so far I'd say I was pretty surprised when the last baby I baptized started to fall asleep as I poured the water on his head!
Does your congregation have any special traditions surrounding baptisms?
Yes, they make a banner for the baby with his/her name on it and sing a special song.
Are you a godparent or baptismal sponsor? Have a story to tell?
I am a proud godparent of two beautiful Christian girls. My cousin Sarah, who is a SENIOR in high school and an amazing young woman, and my niece Mirella, a sassy 5 year-old. I love them both so much and am honored to be an example and teacher of faith to them.
Do you have a favorite baptismal song or hymn?
There's a really pretty song we sing at Grace at the contemporary service, but I don't know the name of it. It will get your tears going if you're not careful!
Baptism is such an important part of my life. I think about it almost daily. It gives me hope. At seminary, we had a very awesome baptismal font. It flowed down like a waterfall into a pool you could walk though. Some of my favorite worship experiences were when the whole community would take off their shoes and walk through the font. It was very moving. I love the flowing baptismal font at Grace, which we took time to listen to on Sunday morning. This Lent, may we all take time to listed to those waters and to what God is saying to us through them.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Car Talk
I used to brag about my car. Not because it's fancy- it's a '96 Honda after all! Because it was reliable. It ran smoothly for 4 years of seminary, hardly having any problems besides routine maintenance, despite having well over 100,000 miles on it. This was great. I felt safe in my car. Two of my other friends at seminary had almost exactly the same car. We all loved our Hondas. We named them "Earl", "Wanda", and "Marianne." If you get this, I hope you find it funny :) Think: Dixie Chics.
My parents, being wonderful and generous people, helped me through seminary by paying for Marianne's maintenance. So I knew, even if something went wrong, Marianne and I were taken care of. It's like having the security of 100% n0-deductible health insurance...but for a car :)
Well once I graduated and got a job, that insurance was terminated. But why would I be worried? Marianne was old, but healthy. She was strong and dependable.
Was...Was.
Since moving to Grafton, Marianne just hasn't been the same. Maybe she misses the city. The move has been hard on her. Because she keeps getting sick...passing out on I-94, making her mark on Grafton by leaking oil all over, her distributor stopped distributing, her exhaust system got exhausted, and now even in this bitter cold weather she gets too hot because her radiator isn't so radiant anymore.
I was in deep in thought this weekend. What to do? Get a new car? Pay for the increasing repairs and hope they stop soon? I started to go a little crazy thinking about what to do, looking for a possible new (used) car online, hoping I'd find some way to pay for it. If there was a sign above my head it would have read "WOE is me!"
Then I remembered prayer. So I prayed- "God, what do I do?" And, as often happens with prayer, God didn't answer my question, but opened my eyes. I looked up. I saw my beautiful home. I saw clothes hanging in my closet. I felt the warmth of the air from my furnace. And most importantly, I realized that my body (while suffering from a bad cold) was actually incredibly healthy. I remembered that I had steady employment. I had faith.
You know, there always seems to be something wrong. But there is always at least one thing that is right. Remember that phrase "When God closes a door, he opens a window"? There is always something new coming. Lots of doors may close, lots of things may break down (including our own bodies), but somewhere in our darkness comes the light of Christ. In the bitter cold of winter, there is a beautiful sunrise and sunlight shining on the snow. Marianne may be in bad shape, but she could be much worse. Her days may be numbered, but so are mine! Nothing lasts forever except God's love.
My parents, being wonderful and generous people, helped me through seminary by paying for Marianne's maintenance. So I knew, even if something went wrong, Marianne and I were taken care of. It's like having the security of 100% n0-deductible health insurance...but for a car :)
Well once I graduated and got a job, that insurance was terminated. But why would I be worried? Marianne was old, but healthy. She was strong and dependable.
Was...Was.
Since moving to Grafton, Marianne just hasn't been the same. Maybe she misses the city. The move has been hard on her. Because she keeps getting sick...passing out on I-94, making her mark on Grafton by leaking oil all over, her distributor stopped distributing, her exhaust system got exhausted, and now even in this bitter cold weather she gets too hot because her radiator isn't so radiant anymore.
I was in deep in thought this weekend. What to do? Get a new car? Pay for the increasing repairs and hope they stop soon? I started to go a little crazy thinking about what to do, looking for a possible new (used) car online, hoping I'd find some way to pay for it. If there was a sign above my head it would have read "WOE is me!"
Then I remembered prayer. So I prayed- "God, what do I do?" And, as often happens with prayer, God didn't answer my question, but opened my eyes. I looked up. I saw my beautiful home. I saw clothes hanging in my closet. I felt the warmth of the air from my furnace. And most importantly, I realized that my body (while suffering from a bad cold) was actually incredibly healthy. I remembered that I had steady employment. I had faith.
You know, there always seems to be something wrong. But there is always at least one thing that is right. Remember that phrase "When God closes a door, he opens a window"? There is always something new coming. Lots of doors may close, lots of things may break down (including our own bodies), but somewhere in our darkness comes the light of Christ. In the bitter cold of winter, there is a beautiful sunrise and sunlight shining on the snow. Marianne may be in bad shape, but she could be much worse. Her days may be numbered, but so are mine! Nothing lasts forever except God's love.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Five Fun Questions:
1. What is the thermometer reading at your house this morning?
i don't want to know.
2. Snow—love it or hate it?
ah, the famous question! I don't mind snow, it can be pretty. I do start to get sick of it around this time of year. It also helps that I live in a condo and I don't have to shovel!
3. What is winter like where you are?
F-R-E-E-Z-I-N-G. actually about 40 degrees below freezing.
4. Do you like winter sports? Any good stories?
do i like any sports, really?
5. What is your favorite season, and why?
that is a hard one! there are things i really like about all the seasons. but lately i've become a summer girl. good weather to be outside, lots of sun, my birthday, greeness, flowers, fruits and veggies, festivals...you can't beat it!
Bonus: Share a favorite winter pick-me-up. A recipe, an activity, or whatever.
Hmm...having tea or hot chocolate with my mom and dad!
1. What is the thermometer reading at your house this morning?
i don't want to know.
2. Snow—love it or hate it?
ah, the famous question! I don't mind snow, it can be pretty. I do start to get sick of it around this time of year. It also helps that I live in a condo and I don't have to shovel!
3. What is winter like where you are?
F-R-E-E-Z-I-N-G. actually about 40 degrees below freezing.
4. Do you like winter sports? Any good stories?
do i like any sports, really?
5. What is your favorite season, and why?
that is a hard one! there are things i really like about all the seasons. but lately i've become a summer girl. good weather to be outside, lots of sun, my birthday, greeness, flowers, fruits and veggies, festivals...you can't beat it!
I read from Anne Lamott's newest book "Grace (Eventually)" for my devotions this morning. This quote stuck out at me: "When I asked Father Tom where we find God in this present darkness, he said that God is in creation and to get outdoors as much as you can." I find God's peace so much in creation, and that makes this frigid weather hard for me because I can't be outside as much. But spring is coming...closer each day!
Bonus: Share a favorite winter pick-me-up. A recipe, an activity, or whatever.
Hmm...having tea or hot chocolate with my mom and dad!
Friday, January 18, 2008
RETREAT!
Tonight I leave with the 9th Graders for their confirmation retreat at Pine Lake Bible Camp. This is one of the highlights of their 3 years of confirmation (hopefully they agree with me!). I am SO excited. Pastor Paul and AIM Ruth have put together some amazing exercises and sessions to help these youngsters to really grow in their faith and claim it as their own. I am so excited for them and can't wait to see and hear what they say.
This has been making me think back to my confirmation. It was one of the most meaningful days of my life. I think it was at my Affirmation of Baptism that I really felt called by God. I didn't know to what yet, but I think when my pastor, parents, and sponsors laid their hands on me, God came to me in a way that I had never experienced before.
I pray that our 9th Graders will also feel God's presence in them this weekend and in May when they make a public confession of their faith and intent for their lives.
Do you remember your confirmation? What was it like for you? When are times you have felt called by God to do something?
This has been making me think back to my confirmation. It was one of the most meaningful days of my life. I think it was at my Affirmation of Baptism that I really felt called by God. I didn't know to what yet, but I think when my pastor, parents, and sponsors laid their hands on me, God came to me in a way that I had never experienced before.
I pray that our 9th Graders will also feel God's presence in them this weekend and in May when they make a public confession of their faith and intent for their lives.
Do you remember your confirmation? What was it like for you? When are times you have felt called by God to do something?
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Stephen Leader Training Report!
It was an exhausting but enriching week. I learned more about Stephen Ministry and am even more thrilled with our program here at Grace. In the sessions, they gave LOTS of examples of what to do and what not to do. Grace's leaders and Stephen Ministers do an excellent job- I found myself having to refrain from bragging :)
Sadly, I did not see Stephen Orlando last week! But I did meet a lot of wonderful, caring people. I was amazed at how many people (over 400) gave up a week of their time to learn how to equip others to do caring ministry. And this week is only the beginning for so many of them, who now have returned home with a BIG task ahead of them. And all out of their love for Jesus Christ.
Jesus is the center of this ministry. He is why we do Stephen Ministry. We walk with others because he came to walk with us, to be with us in suffering, and to suffer himself. But he also came to heal, to rise from the dead, and to give us hope. One mantra of Stephen Ministry is "Jesus is the curegiver, we are the caregivers."
I pray that you will be open to having a Stephen Minister if you ever need one. If you are mourning, going through a sickness, loss of job, divorce, trouble with family, or are hurting in some way, please let a pastor or Stephen Leader know if you'd like a Stephen Minister. They listen, pray, and walk with you as needed. If you are curious to learn more about what this means, also feel free to ask. We don't bite! :)
May God the curegiver bless our Stephen Ministry program!
Sadly, I did not see Stephen Orlando last week! But I did meet a lot of wonderful, caring people. I was amazed at how many people (over 400) gave up a week of their time to learn how to equip others to do caring ministry. And this week is only the beginning for so many of them, who now have returned home with a BIG task ahead of them. And all out of their love for Jesus Christ.
Jesus is the center of this ministry. He is why we do Stephen Ministry. We walk with others because he came to walk with us, to be with us in suffering, and to suffer himself. But he also came to heal, to rise from the dead, and to give us hope. One mantra of Stephen Ministry is "Jesus is the curegiver, we are the caregivers."
I pray that you will be open to having a Stephen Minister if you ever need one. If you are mourning, going through a sickness, loss of job, divorce, trouble with family, or are hurting in some way, please let a pastor or Stephen Leader know if you'd like a Stephen Minister. They listen, pray, and walk with you as needed. If you are curious to learn more about what this means, also feel free to ask. We don't bite! :)
May God the curegiver bless our Stephen Ministry program!
Thursday, January 3, 2008
A journey to Stephen Orlando's homeland...
Next week I will be at Stephen Ministry training in Orlando, Florida. Yes, that's right...your pastor makes HUGE sacrifices for you! :)
All kidding aside, I anticipate this being an intense and enriching experience. I have shared with some of you that my mom was trained as a Stephen Leader. She left for 2 weeks (they have since shortened the training) when I was 14. It was really hard for me to have her gone for so long, and I ended up spraining my ankle while she was away. I could hardly wait for her to get home!
When the day finally arrived, I was so excited and so was she- but for a different reason. She walked in the door a different woman than when she had left. She was on fire in a way I had never seen her before. She talked and talked about the new ministry, what she had learned, and how amazing the program was. It really made an impression on me about how important sharing Christ's love with others was for her. Parents- take note!
When I learned that Grace had a Stephen Ministry program, I was thrilled! Caring for each other in a Christian way is certainly not only up to the pastor, though it is a part of my job I love. God has gifted so many of you with that ability as well. Thank you to all who make time for this. Also, to allow ourselves to receive care from another is hard for us. I pray that when you need it, you allow the hands of a Stephen Minister to reach out to you.
As many of us are aware, our brother in Christ Ray Johnson died this week. Ray was a Stephen Minister, one who shared Christ's love through this ministry and made all those around him smile with his sharp sense of humor. He will be missed!
I will be praying for you all this week and thinking about how I can better serve you. Please pray for me as I travel and learn about Stephen Ministry.
God's peace be with you!
All kidding aside, I anticipate this being an intense and enriching experience. I have shared with some of you that my mom was trained as a Stephen Leader. She left for 2 weeks (they have since shortened the training) when I was 14. It was really hard for me to have her gone for so long, and I ended up spraining my ankle while she was away. I could hardly wait for her to get home!
When the day finally arrived, I was so excited and so was she- but for a different reason. She walked in the door a different woman than when she had left. She was on fire in a way I had never seen her before. She talked and talked about the new ministry, what she had learned, and how amazing the program was. It really made an impression on me about how important sharing Christ's love with others was for her. Parents- take note!
When I learned that Grace had a Stephen Ministry program, I was thrilled! Caring for each other in a Christian way is certainly not only up to the pastor, though it is a part of my job I love. God has gifted so many of you with that ability as well. Thank you to all who make time for this. Also, to allow ourselves to receive care from another is hard for us. I pray that when you need it, you allow the hands of a Stephen Minister to reach out to you.
As many of us are aware, our brother in Christ Ray Johnson died this week. Ray was a Stephen Minister, one who shared Christ's love through this ministry and made all those around him smile with his sharp sense of humor. He will be missed!
I will be praying for you all this week and thinking about how I can better serve you. Please pray for me as I travel and learn about Stephen Ministry.
God's peace be with you!
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